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Coming to a point in my life where I feel that I wasn't meant for anything great.
I am now unemployed, and struggling to find odd jobs to make a means just to pay off the necessities. I've also fallen to ask for money from my parents, and in the process start to feel more depressed with each minute that passes by.
I'm 25, with a bachelor's of science degree in Kinesiology, but with low opportunity to actually finding a job.
At this point in my life, I feel that I have already lost all that I can, and in reality have nothing to lose.
My passions still stand, and have never left me.
I still care about fitness and health. I've come to the realization that I enjoy it so much that I am willing to take at chance at competing. I'm willing to devote my being into something I truly find value in.
I get a lot of negative feedback about what people think about my first passion, but in the end, I've always wanted to be able to transform my body, but not for the sake of others, but for the desire to constantly strive to better myself, physically and mentally through fitness.
People would tell me its a waste, that it won't amount to anything, but like Louis C.K said, "But why do they care?"
I've found a lot out of trying to gain muscle and better health, and that alone has bled into other aspects of my life.
I hope to one day make a name for myself, not because was hoping to find fame, but because I decided to focus on the things I truly loved.
